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With Chloe now, as someone had said earlier on. I think what we all gravitate to are people who come across as just themselves, imperfections and all, laugh at themselves, don't struggle to fit in, they're just being - whatever that entails. They couldn't move on cleanly and quietly and with class. She never hid how competitive she was, even with Jaime, but after that ended, everything with her and Caitlin was like trying to prove a point, trying to win. Then of course with the end of the friendship with Jaime and the growing obsession between her and Cait, totally downhill from there. There was just this change in her, like she was trying to project something particular (and not hitting the mark), and she wasn't simply herself anymore. Over time I saw that change, and you could just tell when things were getting more and more commercial on her channel - not just the number of sponsored videos exactly, but the way she came across during those. But I just know in the earlies, she didn't seem to be trying so hard to be something she wasn't.

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I'm not sure if I was watching her when she had a full time job outside of social media. She tries so hard to SEEM authentic that she lost what used to be authentic and cool about her in the beginning. Sometimes I look at her IG posts and think that if she wasn't so obviously trying SO HARD now that she's put her life 100% into her social media vs it being a side thing with a full time job like she used to, she would be so cool. but that’s the consequences of poor financial decisions and not giving a shit about your content/followers. I think she will eventually have to face reality and get a traditional job, which I understand would suck because of the lifestyle she’s been living the past few years. Not to mention all the things she buys for her house/hobbies and all she does is barely make decent content… it’s so frustrating to watch. It’s just hard to watch someone that is living so differently and out of touch with everyone else. (And also a bit frustrating to watch someone complain that they’re stressed because of work but most of their time seems to be dedicated to picnics and dancing and whatever else) I feel as though once she began monetising these passions, her content felt fake and just half-assed.

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She had a full time job, which would take up most of her day (like it does for most people) and then her free time would be spent on her passions like reading, gaming etc.

I was just watching her old videos and I think what I really liked about her was that she was somewhat relatable back then.